Meeting up with my friends in bmouth

had great fun

taken pictures, snooker, then dinner at a pub, then drinkin

Very happy that my mum sed she allows me to stay til 2 am

but i still choose to go home early around 11pm or 12am

Love to see my friends agian,

however, at some point i felt like everyone is a stranger,

sercets kept inside,

or as usual i felt odd one out again.

BUT everyone has their own little sercet,

part of life,

who can i share my secret to?

trust is important,

or i just worry what they think and views.

After i got back home, mum told me to phone my grandma

because she is bit conserned about her,

she sed grandma is confused.

After i have phoned my grandma, she is very confused

she even forget who i am, then in a second she remembered me,

then another second she forget me.

She is very confused by muddle her words,

and her communication and memory is deterirating.

i know deeply it is a sign for 癡呆dementia

i very worried and cried.

i been working for people who has 癡呆dementia,

but i never throught my family will have it.

i also know the process of 癡呆dementia is very horrible

brain cell deterirating, then showly lose it ability to look after herself,

at the latest stage, it is like living die

can't eat, can't do anything

it is a slow process of dieing.

very horrible.

M

Been decorating my xanga, still do not really get the hand of it,

still do not understand how people could put so many stuffs in their xanga but i can't do it.

Lately, i have been working in the takeaway for my family.

It is boring, but i have my friend's baby to play with ~^-^~.

she is very cute, and calling me auntie (ah e)

getting old>-< 

Lucky i don't need to work tomorrow

Miss my hunni, and want to go back to guildford.

Tired and want to relax and get ready for my next year uni ( >-< ).

M